On Graduation

What changed from when we were 8 and like, all best friends until now, when it really matters, when we should all be watching each other's backs and taking advantage of every second we have left? This is our last year! I don't understand why we're all wasting it judging each other and being retards. I think it's stupid that we're fighting so much when in like, a week, we're out of here. These people that we've spent a good portion of our whole lives with are all going to go their own way and live their own life and we're never getting our high school years back. Ever! I just feel like we've spent all this energy hollowing out these little cubbies in society and all we've done is wasted what should have been the best years of our lives. Because in a little while, we're gonna be working and getting apartments and going to college and getting cars and starting families and the fact is we're not coming back. This year, these past 12 years, we don't get a second chance. We don't get a do-over. We have to move on, and live with the choices we've made and I guess I'm just not ready to do that yet. Life was so much better when I was 8.